January 2011
83 posts
I'm feeling so uneasy...
Every time I’m near you…
Anonymous asked: You are cute.
December 2010
36 posts
What's happening to me?
I thought I finally put all the pieces together.. now everything’s falling apart. I don’t know what to do anymore.
Anonymous asked: Sorry. For being a Shitty ass friend. if i was ever even considered your friend..... Its just..its hard to be friends a girl.. without being judge by someone, having feelings for them, someone i don't know much about and i didn't feel like you wanted to talk to me anyways. I wanted to think of you as a close friend but it felt like you were those people who say hey and talk for a while...
Can't you just pretend like you care?
Just a little bit? Instead of ignoring me. Instead of doing nothing. Instead of avoiding me. Instead of saying “I don’t care”. Can’t you just pretend, just a little bit?
Don't think about it.
You shouldn’t have to think twice about your decision. If you really care and trust us, then you wouldn’t hesitate. You actually stuttered, and stop, and THOUGHT about what is wrong? What is right? With all the things we’ve been through together, shouldn’t you know by now… You can trust me? What happened proved to me that you don’t trust me. You don’t...
You're making everything so complicated.
If I never met you, my life wouldn’t be in such a mess right now.
Stupid Stupid Stupid
Everything. Is. Just. Stupid.
Your Assumptions Are Wrong
Nevertheless, I believed them. I believed them and made a fool of myself. I wanted them to notice me because I didn’t get any attention from -him-. I think I pulled too many people in and now I’m stuck in my own trap. I was just being myself. I’m not being too friendly. Maybe being friendly is who I am, i treat everyone the same, don’t think you’re something special.
pandalovex3 asked: your blog and the song is really nice!
What happened?
Although everything seemed clear at the moment, everything is starting to become a blur to me. Why I did the things I did. Why did I lie? Alcohol affects your judgement…
The night was an emotional roller coaster. It was a night with their ups and downs. When everyone was having fun, even if I was’t doing anything, it was fun. After the drinks, I don’t even know anymore. What...
Anonymous asked: Hello.
Oh Christmas Day;; 2010
So Christmas… I went downtown with Jay, Lixuan, and Uyen. I think that was probably the scariest driving experience I’ve ever been in… Anyway, we took the MAX from Lloyd.
Uyen and I; on our way downtown. We were fooling around, sitting right behind Lixuan and Jay. ^-^ They weren’t being super cooperative when I wanted to take a picture of them though. So I just took a...
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Continuation of my letters to my Mr and Mrs.
6- To my little pie ; Edison Wu. I remember the very first time I met you, I thought you were someone I wouldn’t get along with. The reason being you’re quiet and your way of words is very very very weird to me. But I’ve grown to like it now. I remember meeting you freshman year, honors geometry. You said you remembered always sitting across the room from me. Sophomore year,...
dreamerwithablog-deactivated201 asked: Merry Christmas! I hope it's amazing :) Oh and I just read your description and I look at your tumblr haha i like your blog :)
Anonymous asked: Are you okay?
lilytrang asked: Merry Christmas Helena <3!
I feel like I just got hit by a ton of bricks
I just wanna pour out all my feelings
But I can’t seem to type it out.
I'm so confused.
I thought I was a confusing person. I thought I was the one always being chased. Now everything changed. Am I the one chasing now? Am I the one who’s supposed to figure out how you’re feeling now? Am I supposed to make the first move now? Or should I just give up…
Eww. I just followed Jenny's tumblr!
C: <3 I laaav you.
Woop Dee Doo.
I passed the stupid placement test. Now I get my college credit for Pre-calculus. >:3
You know those nights where you just stay up all...
A present for you.
I don’t really like giving gifts. Especially during Christmas season. I have a fear of whatever I give to someone, they won’t like it. I guess I’m just thinking too much. I worry too much. It’s like you take so much time picking out a perfect present for someone, but then something hits you… they might not like it. What if they don’t like the present? What if...
It's not like he likes me.
Stop forcing us to be together.
I see sparks fly, whenever you smile.
What is it about you..
That leaves me so breathless?
I'm secretly in love with you.
I'm kind of jealous.
Please don't say you wanna give up.
I hate talking to you.
Every time you bring up the subject, love, everything gets complicated. I thought we were friends. Someone you could trust. Someone you could talk about everything with. Well I’ve learned tonight, I was the only person thinking that. I can’t believe you don’t trust me. I told you everything, from my family problems to the one I liked. You told me nothing. You constantly come to...